What's up people? I've had a lot of thoughts going through my head these past two weeks. Not sure how to contain it all. My flight and fight responses are in full swing and when I say that I am being literal. One minute I am planning my escape. I have the whole scene set - cabin in the woods with no phone or Internet (that sorta thing). Next minute I am roaring like a lion, fists up, teeth clenched and ready for a fight. This city exhausts and exhilarates me. This job exhausts and exhilarates me. This life exhausts and exhilarates me. Running a business, raising a child, maintaining a home, tending a marriage is hard work. Straight up hard. I am coming off 2 big weddings and I am not gonna lie they kicked my ass. One big chuppah install, van rental hassles, more expensive than planned hydrangea, two bouquets down and many details later...I am spent. I am so close to everything right now. My perfectionist nature coupled with my ridiculous need to please every single person in my life is too much. Florists, parents, woman of the world, does any of this get easier? What doesn't kill you makes you stronger, I guess. I believe this post is turning into a rant now.
But by weekend's end I was basking in the glow of a job well done. These bouquets were some of my favorite of the season. Flowers you do have a hold on me.